i wish i could rip out a page of my memory,
'cause i put to much energy in him and me,
can't wait 'til i get through this phase,
'cause it's killin' me, too bad we can't re-write our own history.

such a mystery,
when he's here with me,
it's hard to believe i'm still lonely,
chances fadin' now, tatience runnin' out,
this ain't how it's supposed to be ..